Not sure what has been happening in my head, but I've been feeling really bad recently. I've noticed that I tend to really annoy people, and I feel really bad for it. I really wish I didn't bother people. I just seem to exist to be a thorn in everyone else's daily path that juts into their foot when they come into contact with it. No matter what approach I take, the result is the same. I've even talked to people I know fairly well about this, and they tell me I'm in no way a bother. I know the truth, and it angers me to see people lie so I don't end up killing myself or something. Even if I died, I would be a burden... I feel so stuck... I wish I could have never existed to spare other people my existence.
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