I've been feeling a little down the past few days, not sure why. I pick up my guitar, and a sloppy mess comes out. People don't seem to notice, but when I feel happy I feel like I can be the next Omar Korshid, or the next sludge master when I play, but if I'm in a somber state I can barely even play a scale. My overall view of myself directly affects the quality of whatever comes out of me is what I honestly believe. I'm not sure how I feel about myself, I've been ping-ponging between complete loser and snarky interesting fun guy in terms of self-perception. I've also been dealing with a weird feeling lately, almost like I'm in my own daydreams, and it's getting hard to tell what actually goes on around me and what I think goes on around me.
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