@Carpe
Im glad you can relate, i think that's all i wanted to hear.
And likewise, you're one of my fav ppl as well.
@Vanilla & Tristesse & Dj
appreciate your comment as well.
when i wrote this i was feeling down, i think i wanted some sense of validation and acceptance from this community.
But this is something i know i have to earn around here, i can't expect ppl to know me if i barely post.
This is why i don't blame MB and blame myself, and even though i shared this insecurity im gonna keep trying to relate to ppl here because i wanna fit in here cause i think this is a great forum.
i used my post to vent a personal frustration i feel of wanting to belong here cause i don't wanna be a stranger in the party, ya know? that's all.