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Originally Posted by Sequoioideae
All of the depression medication in the world couldn't help me right now... I feel terrible...
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I feel you; a month-ish on Celexa and I don't feel much better; just prescribed something else in conjunction.
My bitch: I have been hating that mental health professionals have all been telling me the same thing:
God has a plan for me, and that's why my suicide attempt failed.
That does not align with my beliefs. I was apparently near-dead and resuscitated, but there was nothing religious about it. It was nature; I overdosed, and was given effective treatment which happened to work. It wasn't "God;" it was people.
Giving me the notion that God was watching out for me as therapy is bull****, and I'm not ecstatic about being the ******* like, "Nah, it was just chance, and your superstition is pissing me off."
I have had TWO psychiatrists, THREE doctors of general medicine in the ICU, multiple nurses, two social workers, and a therapist express this to me. How do I shut it down without coming off like a jerk?