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Originally Posted by hate paper doll
I have BPD too, tons of therapy and behavior modification has helped me be more in control of my emotions, but I still feel fundamentally flawed. I don't really think I'll ever be happy with myself, it bothers me to admit it but I have to be honest.
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It's one thing to be completely aware of the demons lurking inside of you, but another to give up the fight and let them take control.
(Though sometimes I will admit that I sort of feel like that scene from
Girl, Interrupted where Daisy tells Lisa that she's jealous just because she (Daisy) has recovered, and Lisa says "you changed the scenery but not the situation" or whatever the line is.)