tried to have a fidlar night but wound up gettng depressed as ****. idk what's up, alcohol just hasn't been fun at all for a while now. i try and convince myself that it's still a good time but i'm starting to think that maybe i'd be better off just smoking weed or popping pills instead. good times without the risk of triggering whatever the **** emotional problems i still can't seem to escape? i'll take it. where do i sign up for a potcard? booze just ain't the medicine i need anymore.
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I spit bullets in my feet
Every time I speak
So I write instead
And still people want me dead
~msc
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