RoxyRollah

It's an overwhelming feeling very hard to put into words my friend. If I see injustice it weighs on my heart. If I am in a situation where it's fight flight or freeze, I have always responded with fight. I jumped in fornt of a loaded cocked gun to save someone from being shot, and it was one of those time slowing motion where I felt like I was being pulled inwardly in front of that person. Because mentally my mind was on some other **** and it was very mundane and unimportant. If I am in a situation where I am happy its some of the most intense feelings I have ever felt , and it feels like my body is a cage not letting what's inside it out, ( in a good way) when it wants to get out if that makes any sense. I literally feel like my ribs are being stretched, and my gut feels like its expanding. When others hurt deeply I hurt with them. Or when they are happy I am happy with them. I am super sensitive emphatically also, always have been. This is the reason I am not touchy feely with people but that's not related to my soul that's related to the fact that I litterally feel a **** load of things that people have gone through emotionally in their lives by a handshake. I have felt, darkness, pain, and anguish, as well as elation equivalent to the happy buzz one gets from champagne.

I fully expect to be laughed at for this. So y'all need to just stop ya judgmental bastards but you asked me in earnest I will respond.

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