Originally Posted by Paul Smeenus

OK I thought I got that right but if not forgive me

1. I thought I said this correctly



...but if not, I was trying to say that, since I got my head cut open I've had great difficulty with the written word, and that it takes me a
half-dozen tries or more to write a sentence and well over double that to read, and that when I said



As of right now I have zero income. Well I guess I have something *like* income in the form of the meals and benefits and whatnot I get from the State, and the VERY large amount that was take to the State when the surgery occurred, but as of right this moment I'm not actually drawing a *paycheck*, if that makes any sense.

I'm doing the best I can because I feel it's important to keep working at if as it's the only way I ever have a chance at getting better, but it's just incredibly difficult to put these sentences together & I might have still gotten if wrong