ah ****in hell.
So after work yesterday something happened, I don't remember what, I just remember getting really pissed off. My moms had my dog for the evening because I've been working doubles lately and they've agreed to help, when they can, on such occasions. Anyways. At some point last night I was skating down a hill by Duboce park. It's a steep hill but I've dived it a million times. I got wrecked. Lost control of my board, was going too fast and I hit a crack in the pavement or something. Skidded literally three car's distance into a parked van. Usually when I'm out skating I wear layers so when **** like this happens, which it almost never does, I don't get ****ed up too bad. Yesterday was hella hot so I was wearing shortshorts and a t-shirt.... yeah. I woke up this morning, blood everywhere. My entire knee is just a bloody greenish scab, elbows are ****ed, knuckles and palm are ****ed. Stained my sheets, little droplettes all over my room. I've done myself in way worse but goddamn. I've just been hella sore and today was just hell at work.
So that happened. Work was crazy. There's this customer, I think I've mentioned him before. Super polite guy, seriously just really genuinely appreciative and well-mannered. Almost to the point of being excessive. Built like a linebacker, really fit. Not really my type but for someone who was... he'd be like a 10. Gorgeous eyes though holy shizz. Like the type of person who has to convince people they're not wearing ah what'sitcalled... I should know this. The stuff that makes eyelashes all fanned out n purdy. Just naturally, eyes like that he had. I wanted to shake his hand, get his name, tell him I appreciated his manners but it was just way too damned busy. Seriously though. I think the most attractive feature a person can have is manners. I feel like a hypocrite for saying so because I'm a particularly crass, lewd, skeezy bastard once in a while... but a person with manners though... just wow. You can be the dropdead gorgeous but no please or thank you and I'm off it like comet. Way, way, way prefer an 'average' looking, well-mannered person. This dude's got both goin on, just a little too rugged for my tastes.
So yeah.
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I spit bullets in my feet
Every time I speak
So I write instead
And still people want me dead
~msc
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