That feeling when all the girls that ever find you attractive are looking for "nice guys", and they're trying date people who aren't "assholes". This has never, ever worked for me, and whenever a girl says anything like "A guy has never done this for me before." or "You're so nice" I'm going to just give up right then and there. I'm not trying to perpetuate that whole "girls go for assholes" autistic fedora bs, I just want to date women who I can be myself around. I know that my depression can be pretty bad sometimes, but I'm trying to find better outlets, and stop myself from saying or doing things when I'm in that state.
tl;dr: I just want to date someone I can be dumb, and enjoy myself around. Also, working on my mental illness.
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