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ladyislingering · 11-30-2014, 12:22 AM

I like to call this my cumulative list of reasons I shouldn't procreate.

I'm peripherally blind and the vision I do have is absolutely hopeless and worsening (my depth perception is slowly deteriorating, too).
I have celiac disease. My body can't digest gluten.
I also have carpal tunnel. I call my left hand my cripple hand because it's worse than the other.
I struggle with anxiety, borderline personality disorder, and a constant feeling that the world around me isn't what it seems. I have a hard time focusing on anything for more than a few minutes these days, and I feel as if I'm sleepwalking almost all the time - as if things aren't happening in the "real world". For a short time I was given a treatment regimen for paranoid schizophrenia. I gave up on it. I'm still harassed by shit in my head and I don't trust people at all.
I become addicted to things with a greater severity than a normal human being. I become obsessed with certain orders of things to a greater extent than would be considered healthy. I fully and deeply enjoy the pleasures of drugs and alcohol.

11-30-2014, 12:22 AM	#9 (permalink)
ladyislingering Maelian Join Date: Apr 2012 Location: Seattle Posts: 695	I like to call this my cumulative list of reasons I shouldn't procreate. I'm peripherally blind and the vision I do have is absolutely hopeless and worsening (my depth perception is slowly deteriorating, too). I have celiac disease. My body can't digest gluten. I also have carpal tunnel. I call my left hand my cripple hand because it's worse than the other. I struggle with anxiety, borderline personality disorder, and a constant feeling that the world around me isn't what it seems. I have a hard time focusing on anything for more than a few minutes these days, and I feel as if I'm sleepwalking almost all the time - as if things aren't happening in the "real world". For a short time I was given a treatment regimen for paranoid schizophrenia. I gave up on it. I'm still harassed by shit in my head and I don't trust people at all. I become addicted to things with a greater severity than a normal human being. I become obsessed with certain orders of things to a greater extent than would be considered healthy. I fully and deeply enjoy the pleasures of drugs and alcohol. __________________ You and I, We were born to die.