Another Day of Life
Verse 1
The universe is laughing at me every day
Sometimes I wake up
And I literally don't know what to say
Generational players were careless on a bed
And as a result, I'm f-u-c-k-e-d up in the head
You took away so much from me
As if you were a vampire
Sinking your nasty teeth into me
All that you are is disgusting
All that you are is frightening
Verse 2
I used to be able to closes my eyes and dream
About the possibilities of the future
Belief in myself was the driving force
Which kept hope alive
I've lost the ability to dream in colour
When daybreak arrives, darkness remains
And this darkness overshadows what's left of me
I try to infuse my senses with goodness
But slowly, I think, I'm rotting to the core
All that you are is disgusting
All that you are is frightening
Verse 3
Part of me is covered in scar tissue
The other part is exposed to the pain of knowing you
I can't begin to heal properly
Until you discontinue terrorizing me
I don't know if your mission to eradicate me
Will be successful (I hope not)
I don't know much of anything, anymore
I'm increasingly confused
How I function is a direct reaction to my surroundings
I want to be shielded from
What makes you disgusting and frightening
Chorus
On a daily basis I have to decide
Whether or not I'm going to nut the f-u-c-k up
On a daily basis I have to stomp the b-i-t-c-h within me
On a daily basis I have to say "I will not kill myself"
On a daily basis I have to remind myself to stop hating
This may be unusual for you
But for me it's just another day of life
Outro
I think about continuing
Perhaps I should stop right here
Written by B. (Wednesday, August 6, 2014)
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