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Originally Posted by Pet_Sounds
What's it like? Like, do you know what's going on, and are just powerless? Or do you try to force it?
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I feel like I just responded to this but it disappeared or I accidentally closed the window??
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When I'm not in relapse I love my sweets & liquor.
When I'm in relapse I obsess over the way my clavicles and hipbones feel, make sure I'm burning all my calories and more, and everything in my life suddenly becomes something I need to obsessively perfect.