I noticed that I have this tendency to assume people think particularly negative things about me. Even people I know I'm tight with, I'm just constantly paranoid that they're actually just dealing with me as opposed to socializing with me. And then I get all anti-social and spiteful. It keeps happening at work with my coworkers and I'm sick of myself behaving in other ways that I can't seem to control either.
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I spit bullets in my feet
Every time I speak
So I write instead
And still people want me dead
~msc
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