You know, I think your problem is that you expect thinking human beings to empathize with the desire to be a "rock star," which is pretty much just a myth, anyway. You what? Want strangers to love and adore you because they see nothing but the shallowest part of you? Want the adoring eyes of millions? Want tons of money? What you are chasing is the wind. It's dust. It's impossible. You want to be mythologized and turned into an icon? Start a cult. If you want to make music, make music, but don't think that this so-called rock star dream is anything more than a childhood flight of fantasy. If you want to pursue music as a career, I can get behind that. Go for it. Do your ****ing best. But don't try to become a god, because nobody can do that (except Kanye, blessed be Yeezus).
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