I can relate to this so much. I have grown to resent my oldest friend because of the way he uses his penis. He cheats on his girlfriend, even with close friends of ours, and genuinely just messes with people's emotions. Including mine, he's slept with a girl I've been involved with so many times that it doesn't even hurt anymore. I can't bring myself to end the friendship though, because he's my brother and I love him. I imagine it'd be the same for you. Friendships are hard to break.
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