more stupid, stupid things I've done ....
- sharing way too much of myself as a way of collateral to understand other people when they probably don't care about me at all.
- I attempted suicide once by washing down a large amount (10-15-20, can't remember) of sleeping pills with 2 bottles of wine.
- I have many scars from self-inflicted blade injuries.
- Last week I overturned a rolling rack full of clothing. On the salesfloor.
- I almost married a convicted sex offender.
- I once suffered severe chemical burns from hair dye.
- I dealt with my depression during the height of the recession by taking drugs and sleeping too much. I lost my job(s), my car, and my then-fiance.
- ...whom I dropped out of college for.
- I sass people to an inappropriate degree when I'm manic.
- I ignore and neglect people I care about when I'm depressed.