This is for Lil:
Sweetheart, you are so hard on yourself,why Ill never understand.Beauty is two parts 50% inner and 50% confidence.The inner light the burns inside of you is what outwardly makes you beautiful. Playing up your best assests is what will grab someones attention if thats what you seek.The key for me has always knowing how and when to turn it on, and being comfortable with myself as a woman,not a girl.Theres a vast difference. I grew up with two drop dead gorgeous sisters and myself was an ugly duckling.Seriously I was made to have a shaved head until I was 16.Ppl used to call me sir alot.Honestly the best thing I ever did was drop acid and get comfortable with my sexuality, and sensuality as a woman.And it wasnt until I was about 25 that I started to get the compliments that I get now.Thats because my comfort with myself is now engrained in me.I told you privately so I see no harm in repating myself,you are valuable, you are the most valuable and precious thing in this world ,we will never get another one of you. You an endargered species treat yourself like one.
Also being terminally ill sucks.Trust me
.All the beauty in the world cant change that.