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Originally Posted by WhateverDude
I've been trying to be on my best behavior and work some **** out. Slipping at the workplace again has kinda given me no other choice. Between that and tryna meet someone I'm pretty much booked. Plus MB isn't all that entertaining anymore and most of the music I like isn't really popular here.
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So, you know how dear you are to me right? I love every thing about you, even your drunken nuances but, what are you doing? Honestly, what are you doing to yourself. I hate to see you like this. Stop drinking before work and passing out in children's playgrounds with your dick out, or whatever you told The Batlord, Sansa and myself.
There is nothing wrong with trying to meet someone bro, I want you to be happy, but uh, some days you have a hard time tying your shoes. Not trying to be a dick, but I think once you've got it together at least a tiny bit your meeting someone might just be that much easier. I mean you can meet someone in the state you are in sure, but do you really want to date someone as fragmented as you are. I just see such a destructive relationship if it's born out of misery loves company. I only know cause I've been there. Spend some time getting to know yourself, most days you wake up and have no clue who you are. And I mean that.
PUT YOUR MONEY WHERE MOUTH IS, and seek out that doctor. Take some fu
cking pride in yourself, and being alive. You were blessed as **** to be born here, and have the issues you are having. I don't know a single person that doesn't have issues that strike them to the core, but why you are letting yours cripple you I'll never understand. You do the drug brother, don't let the drug do you.
And MB has really gotten weak. But nobody wanted to listen to my ideas on how to ****ing fix that. Said I was mean and a snob n ****. No motha****as, a couple people can change the ****ing dynamic of a place and it's kinda sad that nobody has the backbone to say "Hey As*sh*le, cut that **** out, tow the ****ing line the bar is here, you are waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay down here, step it up or step off.:"
Now I love just about everything you play for me in plug so wtf are you talking about nobody likes your ****. Lately we have had a rash of people that think the 60s is the the greatest ****ing thing since sliced bread, and that is wonderful, I ****ing love 60's ****. I adore it but dude, branch out and learn some other ****, that's part of the reason I won't really plug to much , that or it's death metal hour.... REALLY IS ALL THAT ****IN SCREAMING NECESSARY!?
LIKE ALL THE TIME.
****ing trying to find that adaptive balance needed to keep posting here but all I keep seeing is that bat, frown,ki, dvwl over compensating with their postings. That and a lot of our awesome members either lurk, and don't talk, or just ain't here at much anymore, (Im looking at you Dj, The Phantasmo, Katsy, Mojo, Jackhammer, Engine, Manky , Freebase Urban, Vanilla, Bob, WWP, and Exo . All you people need to come back more ****ing often, speak up or whatever. Paul dude is your brain healed yet cause you are needed as well.) That and we haven't had a really great troll since 216. Let me put it this way 216, when he tried, and actually wasn't banned and just makes desperate attempts from the shouty for attention. But what do I know I just come here to **** on noobs right? Text me brah. I love you.