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Originally Posted by Exo_
Take a look at what I wrote again. I said I wouldn't have anything to do with him if he didn't try to get off the drugs. I lived with my brother for three years. Three years of "I don't have a problem. I'm not on drugs. All of you can kiss my ass. I didn't steal your money. Hey, can I have twenty bucks? No? WELL F*CK YOU. I'm not on drugs."
Yeah, I'm done with that sh*t. It affected my depression to the point of having suicidal thoughts. My father is still chronically depressed because of it. I had to lock my bedroom when I went to take a piss. I had to hide my checkbook, wallet, valuable possessions, and my car keys. I'm never doing that again, ever. I made a promise to myself.
If my friend admits he has a problem and wants help, I'll drive him to f*cking rehab if I have to. I don't just abandon my friends. I abandon toxic poison because my life is too short to have it ruined by selfish drug addicts who can't admit they have a problem because of their pride or need to get high.
By the way, I'm not offended. I just need to be REAL clear that i'm not somebody that just abandons their friends and family. I'll toss your ass to the curb if all I see in you is a cancer.
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Hey love, read what I wrote you again. I was just suggesting that maybe a phone call to him once and while, might lift his spirits so he didn't think EVERYONE left him, (EVEN IF THAT'S NOT THE CASE) In the junkies mind that is how it looks when people cut them off for
their own sanity. The addict is an very selfish being, it's I. Me. Mine. all day long so where as you are really just doing something to help you stay sane, the addict mind views it as nobody loves me anyway, let me just keep on filling my arm with poison because nobody will care if I am gone. Which is a totally bull**** statement but it's what runs through our minds and triggers an even bigger relapse. I just don't want you to carry guilt with you if something god forbid were to happen.