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Originally Posted by The Batlord
If your "overabundance" of empathy is a result of a chemical imbalance in your brain, then it's just part of a larger disease.
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I'm making an appointment for a therapist. I'm trying to confront my mother again but it's never the right time and the combination of my lack of verbal social skills and her ability to make me forget the ****ed up **** she's said to me and made me feel is making it difficult. Top that off with all the stupid **** I've put myself through. I did something so stupid that people think I'm a pedophile. I'm afraid of being seen around the wrong places and adding to that suspicion. Kinda hard to do when you work at a ****ing family-friendly oriented cafe and get paid to put pastries in bags for stoned surfer yuppies and soccer moms. And live in a neighborhood where there's a school of some kinda every three or four ****ing blocks. Nobody deals with this kinda ****. ****ing nobody. I mean I can't ****ing deny that it was my fault for creating that but ffs it is hell in my head right now, who the **** could keep their cool with this kinda ****?