It was an eye-opener for sure. What's worse is I've totally done the same thing, more or less. Just... you know... stupid cute **** for affection rather than drugs for sex. Live and learn. Still feeling pretty lost, frustrated, and embarrassingly desperate. I wonder if it's because I'm so impressionable that I feel so sexually confused... any attention I get is so enticing I don't really think about whether or not I actually want it or will enjoy it.
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I spit bullets in my feet
Every time I speak
So I write instead
And still people want me dead
~msc
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