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Originally Posted by Sequoioideae
Yeah, I spilled how I felt about her and why, but I'm just a pos not worth anyone's time or love.
And to everyone thinking I would be one of those guys that harasses women over these kind of situations, no, ****ing no. I've been cutting off everyone in my life right now. I'm tired of hurting people, so I'm just going to retreat back into my shell and cut off all my friends so I don't do this again.
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My instinct as a good ol' Irish Catholic boy, with good ol' Irish Catholic, Libertarian family members, is to just tell you to suck it up and quit bitching so much about yourself, but I know that doesn't help and just makes you feel like an *******. But whatever the words, you really do need to stop all that. It's poison.
I'd see about some medication. Seriously. I don't mean get doped up to the gills on Thorazine or whatever, but just talk to a doctor for a half hour (doesn't even have to be a psychiatrist), and get you a little something to take the edge off the spirals of negative thoughts. You'd be surprised what a little pill can do for that, and how stopping those thoughts can help. It won't "fix" you or anything, not by itself at least, but it might make the days go by without any suicidal ideation (assuming you're into that).