I was pretty upset when I wrote that. I shouldn't have attacked my mom like that. She deals with a lot of stuff and a glass of wine every other day is the only thing she has to get her through some days. I'm just deathly worried my brother is going to go back to jail because of something in the house.
I called her back and apologized. We agreed that she just needs to hide it better and she also admitted she has been having wine in front of him which is wrong.
Sometimes I catch myself envying people who don't have close relationships with their family. I love them so f*cking much that actually affects my depression because I just want them to do the right things and be happy. It's like I'm my parents parent.
Family is hard.
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