Originally Posted by Mr. Charlie

^ That's the test though. Feelin at ease when life's goin' well - easy, anyone can do that. But to feel great when things are goin' awry, when things we love are bein' snatched away. Ahhh. Now, that's the mark. The pure white lotus is born and lives in boiling water.

If that makes no sense; no worries. Hope you feel better soon.