And I’m sorry that I lied, and I made you cry, and now I wanna die, because I cannot provide.
No I cannot provide you with the love I had to give and now I have a lonely life alone to live, and I will never be able to take back what I did, but momma I promise you that I did not want to give, you all of this pain and these tears that I cannot wash away, but things will get better mamma just you wait and see, someday we will be free, from all the lies you wait and see how fast time really flies, things will get better and all will be good forever, wait no that’s a lie because in life, we have twist and turns and some pretty bad burns, but some day mamma we’ll just have to learn.
And I’m sorry that I lied, and I made you cry, and now I wanna die, because I cannot provide.
Now I’m living away from you and now there are these things that we cannot do, like laugh at other peoples’ pain and enjoy the rain, now things will never be the same, until that magical day, when I can come home, and not feel so alone, and one day imma, take you to Rome, and imma show’em that I can make it or I’m just gonna have to take it, and I don’t really have to rhyme to make it to prime time, but imma show these people what I can do on the flip of a dime.
And I’m sorry that I lied, and I made you cry, and now I wanna die, because I cannot provide.
Oh it’s a shame that I ended up acting this way, I never thought it would come do this day, but at this point I don’t really know what to say, I ****ed up and I lied, I ****ed up and you cried, and I know that I can never take it back, and now I know what I lack, I lack the common sense to not do you wrong, and by now this verse is getting kind of long, but I have more to tell you, to speak of my new values, and show you, and ask you to trust me, even when times are getting ugly, that this **** will get better, you don’t have to go and write Santa a letter.
And I’m sorry that I lied, and I made you cry, and now I wanna die, because I cannot provide.
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