Originally Posted by Tristan Geoff

I'm too defensive about everything... I keep telling myself I'm not going to be but then I **** up and do it over and over again and I say I'm going to improve for her and I promise too and I really try, but then like I get insecure about things and call her out and I hate it so much, I thought I was doing good but I ****ed up again and I even thought through it this time and it was still something I shouldn't have done but I fail to see what I did that was so wrong. I just called her out and said I hate that she refers to anything vaguely outside her NME centric listening pretentious and I said I hate that and now she's alluding to the fact that I'm too defensive yet again. I know I could've phrased what I said better and not attacked her but... **** I don't even know I'm jut so sick of myself ****ing up for the person I love the most.