it's the uncoiling of my fears watch my enjoyment disappear
i'm a dissapointment to my peers so they've avoided me for years
because I'm the boy who's just so weird crying oil instead of tears
where I'm going it isn't clear, what' the point of being here
when they treat me like a joke and my feelings are so broke
it's like i'm breathing in this smoke until I'm bleeding out my throat
just leave me here alone to be eaten by lost hopes
so these demons in my skull can start reaching out my soul
and start grabbing at your flesh feel them grasp around your neck
to attack the sound of breath and start snatchin out your chest
the blackness clouds my head and channels out in death
I'm snapping out of it so I stab til the black is red
the devil's on my shoulder he whispers in my ear
he says that life gets colder and all bliss will dissapear
but this devil on my shoulder is the reflection in my mirror
I'm so dead it's already over leave me drenched in blood and tears