Originally Posted by The Batlord

Hit in the feels. Of all the things stopping me from improving my lot in life, one of the biggest is a complete lack of interest in doing anything else. My prediction since at least high school for how my life goes is either a bullet to the brain or ending up homeless, and I really have no optimism to speak of to convince myself otherwise. And so I coast, paying lip service to friends and family who try to get me to change when I know it's probably not going to happen, but I just don't have the heart or balls to tell them all that I just don't ****ing care anymore. It's just not motivating to imagine myself the same anxious, antisocial weirdo just with a decent salary and a nice TV, cause that's really the best I'm going to get.