so. my life pretty much sucks right now.
bout a week ago i found out that my best friend was dating this guy named brandon. that wouldnt be so bad if it werent for the fact that shes not allowed to date & neither am i. not only did i find out without her telling me, but i found out from brandon himself. so that pissed me off right there because of the sole fact that brandon trusted me more than michelle, my best friend, & ive only met brandon once & have been friend with michelle for 13 years. that was a week ago. & im still pissed off about it. im past the whole dating thing. now its onto deeper things. this entire year has been rocky for me & michelle for many different reasons & ive been pissed off at her more times this year than in all the years weve been friends. im tired of being the one that easily forgives & forgets because shes my best friend & i dont like conflict. so i told her that if she really loves me & cares about me as much as she says she does, which i think is a load of bull at this point, then she needs to prove it to me because i dont believe things unless i see or hear them for myself. that was a week ago. maybe im being impatient but thats pretty much proving my point here.
& today my dog beat the hell out of his tail on something & got a humungous gash in it & was bleeding all over the freaking place. we tried to fix it ourselves with gauze & what not but that didnt work. he wags his tail way too much for the bandages to stay on & for the wound to heal properly. so we had to go to the vet. which wasnt fun because my mom was frustrated to the max. shes been under uber stress lately & even though it wasnt necessarily anybodys fault, she was still pissed. so we get bradely to the vet & they have to clean it out & put glue & taping & everything known to man on there to try to make sure it wont fall off with his vigorous tail wagging. before we leave they tell us to keep him in the cage for the next few days until it heals. greeeeaaaat. bradley absolutely hates the cage. he whines & cries & tries to claw his way out of it any way he possibly can. & i have to stay in my room with him. so i had to sit here & do two of my school subjects right quick cuz i know i cant concentrate on school with him barking all the time & im gonna be deprived of sleep since he has to sleep there too. im gonna need lots of coffee. or some wine.
& you can definetely tell that im bored because ive written more than two sentences in a post & without putting a little emoticon in it.
