yeah lex, it's really not something you can joke about, and you're not even in your teens, you'll have plenty of time to contemplate suicide once you become a teenager...
oh and cheeseman, i agree that suicide is a cowardly way to go, but i also have compassion for those who seriously contemplate it and especially cronically depressed people....we can't understand what it's like, but from what i've heard, it's hell on earth.....and i can't be judgmental about someone who wants to end their suffering.....