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Originally Posted by Trollheart
Is this a silly question, but why can't you just avoid Snapchat if it's pissing you off?
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Wasn't Snapchat, it was I didn't realize I had this girl's number still and I just added everybody in my phone on snap chat then I seen her and every time I see her it reminds me of everything I hate about myself and how she had to escape me and how it seems like everybody telling me the piece of **** I am my whole life is basically true and I start thinking about my dad and I get a mixture of despondency and pure hatred bubbling in my head I don't know what to do about it like I can't just be passive it's over whelming and my default is to act destructive mostly towards myself and I stop using punctuation and turn paragraphs into large run on sentences.
I'm fine though, I didn't mean to worry anybody or burden people with my problems, I was just venting. I know that there is nothing that anybody can do or say that will help me. I just needed to express myself and be a lil whiny bitch and I refuse to do that on social media where it's redundant and I don't want my friends to worry about me.