Originally Posted by Lucem Ferre

Wasn't Snapchat, it was I didn't realize I had this girl's number still and I just added everybody in my phone on snap chat then I seen her and every time I see her it reminds me of everything I hate about myself and how she had to escape me and how it seems like everybody telling me the piece of **** I am my whole life is basically true and I start thinking about my dad and I get a mixture of despondency and pure hatred bubbling in my head I don't know what to do about it like I can't just be passive it's over whelming and my default is to act destructive mostly towards myself and I stop using punctuation and turn paragraphs into large run on sentences.

I'm fine though, I didn't mean to worry anybody or burden people with my problems, I was just venting. I know that there is nothing that anybody can do or say that will help me. I just needed to express myself and be a lil whiny bitch and I refuse to do that on social media where it's redundant and I don't want my friends to worry about me.

Originally Posted by J.R.R. Tolkien

There is only one bright spot and that is the growing habit of disgruntled men of dynamiting factories and power-stations; I hope that, encouraged now as ‘patriotism’, may remain a habit! But it won’t do any good, if it is not universal.