I think you’re an alcoholic and your alcohol consumption is fueling your depression. I also think you’re addicted to social media. You continue to post and post even when it’s obviously harmful.
You need to give up the sauce and social media. And if you can maybe try to get some therapy and try to live in the present. You are super stuck in the past.
You can’t go on upsetting your family and crying out for attention. This incident isn’t a one off. You’ve been in state of off and on meltdown mode for too long.
Everyone has problems but you’re a grown ass man. Your drama is disproportionate to your reality.
AA is free.
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