Originally Posted by Kiiii

Hey look it's Ki again. Yeah yeah. Listen. I've made far too many mistakes that has led to my own demise at this forum, but for one reason or another I find myself coming back. Not only for the heated discussions, but for the community as well. I feel like 2017 and even some of 2016 was where our community was at its best. Let's achieve that again.

And in another note, I'd like to publicly apologize for pretty much everything that I have done over the past few months to a year regarding the forum. I've been an unnecessary ******* and I've also managed to ruin good friendships here. Evidently my own doing.

I'm a laughing stock and honestly I deserve it. I wouldn't want to associate with me either.

Anything that has either spiraled out of control or even forum drama that was caused due to me being obboxious, I've pretty much taken full responsibility of that. On top of that, if you'd like to accept my apology based on some thing I didn't know I did or I was told and didn't apologize, consider this that apology and multiply it.

I like this forum. I like the people here. I like the heated arguments a lot o times and I feel like we are just a community of people wanting to have a good time.

I'm not expecting anybody to accept an apology from me especially if you don't forgive anything I've said here but it's there if you want it.

I would just like to offer that perhaps we consider this "me starting over." If we can forgive the past Ki, we can move forward from it. I'm genuinely working on myself and while I do deal with a pretty severe case of anxiety and depression, I'm doing what I can to still be the prison I wanna be. Don't take the depression as an excuse. It's not an excuse. I'm just putting that out there.

Anyway,

TL'DR, I'm sorry.

If you find this to be to dramatic for a forum, well...Oh well.