I start isolating myself. Therapist has been telling me not to do that. So I hit up a friend to go get food because he's been wanting to hang out. We agree to get Sushi. Turns into we'll go downtown to get food and hit up Area. Turns into they don't have enough room to give me a ride down there so I have to lyft all the way down. It's already ****ing trash at this point. I almost decided to stay home. We meet at one bar, hop to another bar, then hop to another bar then finally get some food. Then we start walking to another bar and the dude that's supposed to be the ride ditches us like he always ****ing does because as long as he's got his pussy he doesn't give a **** about the plans he made with his friends or what even happens to them. I have to buy another lyft back for the rest of us and hear my friend rant about how he got ditched again and how he's not going to deal with it and I know damn well it's going to happen again. I'm upset he keeps getting treated like **** and want to speak up, but I remember how I got treated like **** over something he gossiped to me and instead of standing up for me he also treated me like I did something wrong. Now I'm home, feeling ****tier, and more alone than I did isolating myself from people.
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Lucem, you're right, it's silly to talk about what I would or wouldn't do IRL. Glad you brought it up. Maybe you should write an instrumental about it. I recommend a piano paired with a clarinet. With ambient sounds of you hanging from your shower curtain you ****ing failure.
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Art Is Dead. Buy My ****.
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