Jadix

So many nights I've spent there
High above the moon.
Dont ask me why I went I
Will never tell you.

It was the need for more I
Saw my mind was blind.
Who cares what way you search if
Peace is what you find?

I used to lay awake with
Tears filling my eyes.
Waiting for better days to
Come and change my life.

Then one day I realized there's
Nothing I can change.
If all I do is hide then
Everything's in vain.

Edit: last line used to be:
There's just fear and pain.