What are you doing right NOW????
wishing i could changed today.. turn back time some how and change it for the better.. i'm pretty sure today just changed everything for the rest of my life.. i can't believe how insane this all is...i can't think straight and i think i'm just going to head off to my big chair and just cry.. wallow in self pity and pretend that today never happened.. stay in denial for a few hours till i realize its all real... and then i'll cry some more.. and thats it.. i won't stop thinking about today for a very long time.. this is crazy...everytime things start to look up for me they come crashing down around me.. only this time it couldn't be stopped nor controled and is no ones fault it just happened this way.... oh the self pity im having right now..
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