Unfortunately dealt with some really bad anxiety for most of the day and I felt so bad because I was at the fair with my friends and I was being such an anxious downer. I did still have a good time but it was really hard to feel motivated to do anything. My friends were all trying to make it better and it's something I truly appreciated because I've never been upfront about my anxiety to a group of friends before. They all understood. Ended up at my place still hanging with them and we just chilled and played Rocket League until just now. Fun day. Unfortunate that my mental ****ery wouldn't let me enjoy a lot of it, but oh well. That's life.
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