I think I'm misdiagnosed, lol.
Bipolar II and ADHD are the two big ones but I'm pretty sure I'm not bipolar and in fact have borderline personality disorder. Gonna see a psych about it soon; if it's true it'll explain a lot of my mood problems, and how they seem to stem from interpersonal difficulties rather than the other way around.
Got into a relationship last semester that basically ruined my academics; fortunately I withdrew in time, but I was really depressed throughout, and we broke up right when the semester ended. In the case of BPD or whatever I have, it kinda hurts to find out that the way I give and receive love is fundamentally unhealthy. Probably don't wanna take on another relationship for at least a few years, while I get my **** sorted out.
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