Been feeling super lonely for the past few weeks. I realize most days and nights that I just dont have a person I can talk to just about whatevs. I always feel bad bugging my friends because really it just doesn't matter much but I just miss having at least someone to talk to regularly. Most nights I just sit at home and think about my day then sleep. My anxiety isn't all that great and the open to close shifts and lack of sleep dont help. Haven't really been smoking much. I've just at the point of not even being motivated enough to get out and do things. Barely even feel like walking or standing or anything. Just going day to day trying to do my best. That's really all I can do. Still trying to keep myself positive but more and more it gets harder and harder. Mentally I'm just all over. Too much stuff happening at once.
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