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Originally Posted by DwnWthVwls
Who knows who they are when theyre 20? Most people havent even experienced the real world by then let alone found themselves. If people found themselves by 20 they wouldnt be looking back at 30 regretting a bunch of ****.
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I think it’s really hard to say. Sometimes I think getting older just makes it harder to get to the root of the root of yourself in the Rumi way.
I think I was about 28 when I finished reading Tolstoy and I was really in tune with myself and a decade later I had vandalized myself so much with so many crazy binges **** I needed another decade to get back to where I was and I think I failed.
Idk but I do know that life isn’t or hasn’t been for me a narrative arc but more like a spiraling attempt to get something worth a **** out of the present and it’s very ****ing elusive.