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Originally Posted by elphenor
I get screaming depression from time to time though like comparable to physical pain in that it can't be ignored, idk if anyone relates to that
where as the depression that makes me lay in my own filth and eat junk food and makes basic tasks feel insurmountably laborious is the uptick and something I'm just used to
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I stayed in bed for around 20-22 hours a day for 8 months. I paid all bills with my credit cards borrowing on one against the other. So yeah. I could go two weeks with no shower. Never brushed my teeth and so on.
I walked my dog though.
My plan was to kill myself but I started feeling better when I went though my bankruptcy.