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Originally Posted by OccultHawk
What kind of great **** are you going to make happen?
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I was sexually, physically and emotionally abused my whole life by people that consistently told me that I am a useless imbecile (yeah, that's the reason behind the emotional triggers you have tried to exploit) and put myself into college. In fifth grade I scored so high on the 7th grade math tests that I was supposed to go to an academy for advanced math and engineering. In 7th grade I got a perfect score on the end of the year math tests (I forget what they called them, CRTs, CATs? You'd know better). I was pulled out of school a 3rd of the way through 10th grade and told I need to get a job. When I got my GED I went through a youth program that sent me to take the test with no studying and I scored so high that head people of the organization came out to congratulate me because my results were rare even among people that study for months prior. That same year I got third place in a "I make can make a difference" youth competition with a song I made trying to convince people to reject god and worship satan. In mormon as Salt Lake ****ing City. I grew up surrounded by drug addiction and never once followed my peers into meth or heroin. I did a year of college before dropping out because I realized I'd never be able to afford something that most likely will never benefit me in the direction I want my life to go. I taught myself how to produce, mix, master rap and perform all of my music which has gotten me paid as well as getting my music complimented by a platinum record engineer I look up to that did m/m and production on albums by Slaughterhouse, Eminem and Twiztid. I'm very very very proud of what I can do musically which is why I never take criticism harshly on it.
There was a time when I never accomplished any of that and if I did what you and everybody else around me try to convince me of I never would have. I don't know what I will do in the future. I could become a huge **** up, I could do great things. I'm just not going to take your pessimistic outlook on things serioiusly. ****, you would never have accomplished **** if that's how you thought earlier on either. JWB overcoming addiction is probably harder than anything either of us have done and that accomplishment alone is monumental to me. I know how ****ing evil drugs can be and I'm proud of JWB for even trying let alone succeeding.