I don't really have strong suicidal ideation but even in elementary school I always kinda believed I'd end up either homeless or killing myself. Not the same I guess but the fatalism has always been there as a part of my personality. And **** everyone else. Understanding that everyone has problems and you aren't the only one does nothing for how you feel. It just makes you feel guilty for your own feelings that you can't control and aren't responsible for.
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Originally Posted by J.R.R. Tolkien
There is only one bright spot and that is the growing habit of disgruntled men of dynamiting factories and power-stations; I hope that, encouraged now as ‘patriotism’, may remain a habit! But it won’t do any good, if it is not universal.
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