It’s hard to accept anyone that ****ing stupid could help me though
I forgot to mention I had a panic attack at work today
I was listening to Strawberry Letter 23 and I guess I got hypnotized or something
I wasn’t stoned but it felt like when you’re way too stoned and you’re fighting back a panic attack. My heart didn’t start palpitating but I had to take a Xanax. It’s weird being that terrified for no reason. My hands were shaking and my throat went dry. It lasted about 20 minutes but I only stopped working for about three.
Ftr I drank a king size monster energy drink and two double espressos so that’s probably what triggered me.
After work I drove about 15 miles further down the coast and ate a dozen raw oysters and drank lemonade at this place with an incredible ocean view.
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