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Originally Posted by elphenor
goddamn I just want to be dead!!!
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I tried the new suicide textline awhile back when I was feeling especially rugged. Idk, if I was serious I wouldn’t have been reaching out. They’re like do you have a plan and the ability to carry it out. They make it like they’re not going to call the popo but in reality they have to if you’re honest and close. Their service is pretty useless.
Anyway, there’s no thinking my way out of my mess. The frustration gets so bad sometimes I feel like my brain is melting.
I still enjoy moments. Music. Reading. But the overall picture is really closing in on me. And I’m nothing special. I get that this happens to millions and millions but yeah idk