Originally Posted by Frownland

Thanks y'all, I usually keep it to myself because I'm not proud of it, but the prospect of seeing big man Mindy going down a similar path made me open up.

Btw Mindfulness, WWWP hit the nail on the head below. It could be the perfect solution for you if you're responsible enough and have good guidance, just be conscious of the consequences before you start and especially after you start using them.