I finally psyched myself up and sent my former close friend a message. I told them why I hadn't been talking to them, and that I had been out of the country, but not much else. They're a nice person and all, but they're way more extroverted than I am, and it felt like my stomach was about to implode reading back their responses. I don't know if I can be friends with this person again, **** doesn't feel good, and I can't seem to get past this feeling of anxiety and dread.
Edit: I know I'm being a whiny bitch, but it's really hard to say what the hell the problem is with me, because I have no clue. I wish I knew, because I'm being pretty dickish to this person I'm sure.
Last edited by Raime; 04-16-2020 at 08:45 PM.
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