Had a miserable day at work, learned that my boss that taught me everything about baking from my first job passed away from pancreatic cancer in the middle of one of the worst shifts of my life, and came home to a rabbit pee mess that destroyed a good portion of my hardwood floors. At least my former boss was able to see his grandchild before he passed, but I'm drunk and crying like an idiot right now as everything just hit me. I was the last one of my extended group to see him, and when I shook his hand as I left it was so cold. I can't even imagine how his family feels right now. It was nice of my friend to hear me out and drink and smoke with me, but I just feel so empty right now.
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